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002 - For the Love of Hockey [17 Jun 2011|08:47pm]
Well, I'm finally back in the United States and I never truly realized just how personally a nation of people can take at losing in a sport, I mean I was pretty irate when the Pats lost to the Giants a few years ago, but the city of Boston wasn't on the verge of a outright riots and torching anything and everything. It was me, my brother, my dad (our father's day bonding time), and two of my dads friends who were able to get the tickets for us. It was fantastic, we were able to sit right behind the Bruins bench, we were some of the few that were sporting the black and gold that night and it was awesome to see Tim Tom and the rest of the guys smiling and high fiving us. We had to hold out for the second period for the Bruins to strike first blood, after the next two goals and they kept the Canucks shut down, we were going more than a little bit crazy, started talking a little too much shit, and in the end when the game ended we were one of the last to leave the rink, we were banging on the glass and cheering for our Bruins, I realized this was one of the few moments I knew I was going to watch history making itself. My dad and his friends left a little bit after the game, me and my brother left after the trophy ceremony, basically when the costodial staff kicked us out, with dirty looks, my guess is they were rooting for the Canucks. We walked back to the hotel, getting a cab at this time of night combained with the fact that the Canadians of the world were going more than a little bit crazy, so we decided to hoof it and we'll call that one of the bigger mistakes of the night. We were pretty much right outside of our hotel, things in Vancover were still crazy and we didn't quite notice the couple of guys who happened to notice that we were wearing Bruins jerseys, that's when things got hairy.

They got to Jackie boy first, hit him over the head with a beer bottle, and that's when I got tackled from behind. Lets stop here for a moment and discuss something. I graduated from prep school with a 4.46, I graduated from college with a 4.0, I was top of my class in med school, I enjoy rebuilding computers, and the only truly masculine thing about me is I like to keep in shape and I love hockey and baseball. I've never been in a fight before, perfected the art of curling into a ball and hoping none of my major organs were harmed, and never even fantasized about hitting anyone. Now, lets fastforward back to the point in time where a large Canadian man had attacked me and knocked me down to the ground. I tried getting up, and all I could really feel was a fist pounding into my side, when I was finally able to lift myself to the ground, I got hit in the face for my troubles. Fortunately for Jack and I, we weren't the only Bruins fans that had chosen our hotel, there were quite a few there, and Boston Pride came to our rescue. We went to the hotel bar after that, talked crap about angry Canadians, celebrated the Bruins victory, and just enjoyed the rest of our trip to Canada. It was a good time, but I'm glad to be home, and there's one very specific reason for that.

I'm in love. I can honestly say that I've never felt this way about another person before, and it's taken me the last month and a half to work up towards actually being able to say it. I've never really been in a relationship that has gone on longer than maybe a month, I don't know, I guess I've never really been the kind of guy that a girl wants, yeah I'm smart and I have my funny moments but I never really had a lot of self confidence, I never believed that I was capable of being able to make a woman happy enough to want to spend her time solely with me. I believed in my capablities as a person, in my academics, and now in my medical career, but I know that I've never been the kind of guy who is capable of having a woman fall in love with him, because I really don't know the definition, or at least I didn't till I met Dani. She's sweet, and generous, kind hearted and wonderful, I fell for her the moment we met, we have a lot of things in common and we have some things that we disagree on, but we never let it hold over our heads. Most importantly, I think, is that I never want to be a part from her, I spent the majority of our trip pining to be at her side, I considered going home moments before the puck dropped, just because I'd rather sit on my couch, her cuddled up next to me, she would wear my Tim Thomas jersey, I'd wear my Bobby Orr, and we could've watched the finals together. This isn't fleeting, this isn't just two ships passing in the night, I can honestly say that this is more real then anything I've felt in my entire life and I never want it to stop. In case you've missed it, I love you, Dani :)

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I'm thinking of doing something crazy, I know how much her job is driving her crazy and her new boss....I have the ways and means to do something about it, and I want nothing more than for her to be happy in her station at the salon....I can do something....but should I?
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001 - The Trip (private) [07 May 2011|02:51pm]
As much as I love Boston and enjoy seeing my beloved Red Sox and hitting all of my favorite pubs...okay, I really don't have that many, I really didn't want to go back this past weekend and see my family and go through the usual bullshit that my mom puts me through any time that I return home. Unfortunately though, the only way she agreed to pay for medical school is if I was on the dog chain, any time she needed me to come home for any of her political functions, I was suppose to be on a plane so we could look like a normal, every day family that she spent so much time making sure people think that we are. This time was a little different, mom was trying harder, which only leads me to believe that she has something more nefarious in mind, not necessary evil in her intent, but something that's much larger than the family seeming normal for the sake of her being a U.S. Senator, it was as if she was laying the ground work for something more, and I have my speculations, but in all honesty I'm too afraid to say what's on my mind about what she's planning. It's little things, her name becoming more common amongst households, the more often I turn on CNN and see her talking to Wollf Blitzer or Piers Morgan, how she has little clips here and there about what she is planning to do on the Senate floor. While she's not the biggest fish in the GOP, she is definitely starting to make more of a name for herself, and that freightens me a little because unless I'm crazy she's gonna try and straighten us in line even tighter and make a run at the Republican nomination next year...and in all honesty I'm not really sure if I want that to happen or not.

The real highlight of the trip was the fact that Dani had agreed to go with me, we really haven't been dating all that long, and the fact that she wanted to go on a cross country trip with me to my home town and to meet my family scared me a little bit, but my excitement of actually coming home with a girlfriend outweighed all of the fright. We did not see my family till Saturday night at the fundraiser, the first day and night we spent in Boston we were able to have to ourselves, I showed her where I grew up and a few of my favorite spots in Beantown, and in all honesty it was one of the best times I've ever had in the city. That night we went out to see the Mariners-Red Sox game, I had been talking up Fenway since before we were dating, and my home town stadium didn't disappoint, we had a great time watching the game from the box seats, but as I had a feeling it would go, the Sox ended up losing and while Dani didn't say anything while we were in the stadium, she had fun the rest of the night teasing me about how the Mariners came back from behind during the final frames and took it away from the Sox. Baseball isn't something I normall take incredibely seriously, though I do have a tendency to be a bit agitated after a tough loss, but seeing Dani having fun with it and teasing me made me smile more than anything else. I didn't mind the loss that much because I knew the Mariners win made Dani happier than if the Red Sox had taken them down.

Saturday night was the big night, we had spent the morning and part of the afternoon in museaums, we had lunch together, and then Dani went to go get ready and I went to go see my brother and picked up my tuxedo for the event. I was nervous because this was truly the first time a girl was coming to meet my parents, I got even more nervous when I went to see my brother and he told me that he was surprised I came with a girl when mom was planning on introducing me to the governors daughter tonight. My brother is an incredibely smart man, I've seen him fix things that were shattered into more pieces than should've been able to be put back together, but he doesn't quite have the political savvy that my mom has, it's one of the reasons I take after mom and he takes after dad, I saw what mom was doing. I called mom and told her that it wasn't necessary that I had brought my girlfriend and she was looking forward to meeting the two of them. Mom had gotten quiet, then agreed and said she'd see us tonight, apparently she didn't believe me when I told her earlier in the week that indeed I do have a girlfriend and she was coming with me to the function. Once I was ready I stopped by Dani's room and when she answered the door I was completely floored, she looked incredible, and in all honesty I don't think I could stop staring, I felt a bit foolish for it, but when you're taken completely off guard by the complete awe of a woman's beauty, you tend to become a bit foolish.

At the function, we both felt a little out of place, and we did our best to make small talk with people we didn't really know whose only interest in me was the fact that they wanted a minute with the senator, that is one of the main reasons why I truly despise showing up to these things. When Dani met my mom, I was shocked at how well she was received by my family, I was having a hard time figuring out whether or not my mom was being genuine or not, but I had a feeling she was, I could usually pick up on whether or not my mom is actually being fake in her words. I think after initial contact Dani was feeling a bit more comfortable with the evening, she was perfect for lack of better words, I honestly couldn't have pictured the rest of the evening going better. We sat through dinner, we danced a little bit, then we headed back to the hotel early so we could get away from the continuing line of people talking to us about things we could barely muster up a proper response to. In all honesty I would have rather just gone to Fenway for three days with Dani, as much as I loved seeing her in the dress, I liked her in the jeans and t-shirt that she wore to the game, that's my favorite part of her, seeing how she truly and actually enjoys spending time doing the small things.

I know that's only two days on the trip, but the rest wasn't a lot more than that, and I should probably continue helping Dani move...

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[30 Mar 2011|11:48pm]

Basic Info
Name: Kyle McCarthy
Nicknames: Egghead, K
Birth date: March 17th, 1986
Age: 24
Profession: med school student
Marital Status: single
Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual
Birthplace: Boston, MA
Current Residence: Seattle, Washington
Parents: Jackie and Sebastian McCarthy
Parents Occupations: Massachusetts Senator and computer programmer
Siblings: Older Brother



Random Info
Car: 2008 Dodge Challenger
Pets: a bulldog named Skyler
Hobbies: working on computers, running, basketball, going out
Languages: English and Japanese


History
The news that Jackie McCarthy was going to be having a baby surprised the hell out of a lot of people, the couple for as long as anyone could remember were insisting that they only wanted to have one child, and seeing as how they had a son named Sebastian, the news that she was going to have a second surprised people. While the world looked in, the couple seemed happy to be greeting a second child, in private they despised the idea and had once considered abortion, but seeing as how she was a leading voice in the feminist movement, her credibility would've been destroyed with republicans if she had. So they did the next best thing, once Kyle was born, they put the responsibility of raising him on somebody else, and eventually once he was old enough he was sent to boarding school and promptly forgotten about except during the summer months when he was home, and even then he was simply forgotten. This bugged him more then anything, especially as a child who wanted to be loved much like his brother was, and eventually he realized that going off to school was the best time of his life. At school there was at least people who liked him and wanted him around.

Despite his parents attitudes, he still tried to make them proud of him, and while his mother simply ignored his existence and continued onward with her political agenda, at least his father paid some what attention to him and praised him for his grades. It was what kept him close to his family, his fathers praise and his brothers attempts at trying to get his mother to notice him that made him want to come home during the summer months instead of staying in Boston at the boarding school his mother sent him to. With the need to impress his parents properly in place, Kyle spent more time in the library and studying then he did outside doing anything that would've been considered socializing. His reputation as a geek grew quickly as the years went on, and as it was for geeks and nerds of the time, he was picked on heavily and was found in his dorm room at nights instead of going out with others. He didn't mind it too much, the way other guys talked, what they were out doing didn't sound like a good time, he just enjoyed reading and relaxing and staying in.

As the years went on, and high school came and went, Kyle found himself studying to go to Harvard, he wanted to stay a little close to home seeing as how he and his brother were starting to grow closer, his mother wanted him to go further away, but he did what he wanted. He knew his mother was wanting to run for election herself one day and he knew that she needed him closer by, not only to keep a closer eye on him, but to also make sure he toed the line, and that was how he was able to go to Harvard instead of going to Stanford, clear on the other side of the state. It was a few years later that Jackie McCarthy announced her bid to run for the Massachusetts senator's position in Washington, and it was the fake family attitude that she presented to the state's public that helped her win the majority over and her senateship, it was than that she would give Kyle anything he wanted. After he graduated from Harvard he wanted to go to medical school, having decided on the University of Washington in Seattle, mostly because it was far away from his parents, things had started to get hairier during the election, but he kept the smile on his face long enough for his mother to claim victory. He then left the safety of his home state for his new home out west, but that was what he wanted most of all.

When he made it to the west coast and Seattle, Kyle slowly started to change, while he stayed on course with his schooling and his class work, he started to find somem type of social butterfly buried deep inside of him. He started to yearn for attention and crave contact with people other than just himself and the characters in the books that he constantly buried himself in, he wanted to be with other people, to find a way to be more than just another bug in the library. In the little free time he has had over the last few months since really starting into med school, he has started to become friendly with others, he started to hang out at bars and to get himself immersed in a crowd of people that have accepted him for what he was. He has surprisingly reinvented himself and made him into something other than just another geek that people ask answers from.

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